I’m not really sure why I’m putting this list together. It’s not as if I’ve been greatly inspired by anyone or anything, nor am I terribly unsatisfied with life. I’m really feeling very normal lately. Confused, sure. But I’m always confused about my future life. It’s something I exhaust. On some days I want to go to graduate school, one other days I want to move to Vancouver or maybe even San Francisco. On days like today I like my setup; I like my apartment and the smell of Toronto’s garbage and seeing the sun set just above the high-rises and waving “hello” to an old friend as I jog by.
I want to learn how to live a full life. I want to be multifaceted and multidimensional. The kind of person who doesn’t rely on a job or city or a degree or relationship in order to feel legitimate. I want to try a hand at everything I love - and yes, I believe I can do it all. I want to face each moment without fear, I want to exude joy, passion and ambition. But mainly, I want to have the time of my life.
Here’s a list of what I’m going to do this summer:
-Quit complaining for a month
-Learn how to meditate
-Date two men at once
-Try a fruit and vegetable I’ve never tried before
-Take 10 really telling portraits of 10 different people
-Create a portfolio
-Not engage in negative conversations about people who are not currently present
-Cook a delicious meal for my best friends
-Read a classic book
-Post in a blog every day
-Find a satisfying hiking trail in Toronto
-Eat vegetarian for 1 week
-Take 10 excitable pictures of 10 different meals
-Submit a 5 article pitches to 5 different publications
-Ask my parents to tell me stories about their earlier lives
-Have a raging party at my apartment
-Plan a trip to Spain to learn more Spanish and eat and enjoy
-Wake up at 6:00 am every day for 1 week
-Get my Grandma a random present
-Find a mentor or a writing partner
-Tell someone the truth in an elevator
-Plan a “cousins” party
-Send a Thank-You note/card